Welcome to Paradise

A podcast by Anna Maria Tremonti with the CBC

In her early 20s, she fell in love with a man who seemed worldly and charming. Behind closed doors he was incredibly violent. They were only married for a year but the consequences of the abuse have lasted a lifetime. This is the first time Anna Maria has told anyone—including family or close friends—the details of what she endured.

Working with her therapist, she reveals the intimate details of a past she’s kept to herself for most of her life. The result is a profoundly intimate portrait of a powerful woman confronting the source of tremendous pain and trauma and, remarkably, freeing herself from a life-long sense of shame. Written and hosted by Anna Maria Tremonti (The Current), produced by Daemon Fairless (Hunting Warhead, Boys Like Me) and mixed by Mira Burt-Wintonick (Wiretap, Love Me, Sorry About The Kid).

Listen to Episodes of Welcome to Paradise on CBC.ca

Resources for those experiencing Intimate Partner Violence

 

Artwork by Chloe Cushman

Episodes

Ep. 1

One of Those People You Hear About

Ready to reveal her longest-held secret, Anna Maria Tremonti talks to her therapist about a trauma from 40 years ago that’s the source of shame and self-loathing. She’s reported on gender-based violence many times as a journalist, including from war zones – but this time, she’s telling her own story.

 
 

Ep. 2

See What You Made Me Do

Pat seems charming, funny and worldly – the perfect husband. But shortly after their wedding, Anna Maria discovers the man she’s married is an entirely different person behind closed doors.

 

Ep. 3

L is for Love

Pat seems charming, funny and worldly – the perfect husband. But shortly after their wedding, Anna Maria discovers the man she’s married is an entirely different person behind closed doors.

 

Ep. 4

The Long Tail

Getting out is only half the battle. After separating from her abusive husband, Anna Maria faces the most dangerous period of the relationship… and long-term emotional fallout that follows her for years.

 

Ep. 5

The Message

As Anna Maria prepares to contact Pat, she makes a startling discovery.

 

Ep. 6

The Visitation

Anna Maria makes a trip to find out more about Pat's past and confirms something she’d suspected.